I hate dating. with every particle of my heart and soul, I hate dating. It sucks the joy, the enthusiasm, the kindness, the affection, all of the good parts of you out through your eyes and leaves a cold hard bitter angry hurtful thing in it's wake.
I'm at a loss.
I'm not bad looking. I'm not mean. I'm not greedy or manipulative. I don't smoke. I'm pretty easy going. I'll watch baseball and football and crappy westerns. I'm not much for basketball, though. I have a job. I'm smart. I'm funny. I generally have a good disposition. I'm not overly clingy. I'm not jealous. I'm not baby-crazy.
I don't understand.