Thursday, April 16, 2009
My stomach has never been flat. I've always had a little pudge. In high school, when I weighed all of 100lbs, I wouldn't wear tight-fitting dresses or skirts, because I thought my pudge was too bad. Then in college, where I weighed all of 120lbs, I woudn't wear a bikini, or tight-fitting dresses because I thought my pudge was too big. Then in Grad school, (can you see this one?) I finally realized that I had NO IDEA what I had at the time, because I had a great figure in high school, and in college!
So now, I would like my stomach to be shapely, not flat, necessarily, but prettier than it is now. And NOW I finally know, that I should quit judging myself too harshly, because there may come a day when I look back on what I look like now and say to myself, "I looked so good then!! Why couldn't I see that then???"