So, (it dawns on me how many of my posts start with So...do you think that means something?)
So, when we last talked to the ex, we discussed trying again, moving very slowly. That was before thanksgiving, and I was curious about his decision.
I texted him last night, did he want to come watch my netflix DVD, I had Ron White (of Blue collar comedy team). Well, to make a long texted conversation short, he told me only if we was going to get laid. I told him no, that I addressed that the last time we talkd, and I meant it, I don't want another fuck buddy. Ultimately, he told me all he wanted was sex once in awhile.
Having addressed this TWICE, I ignored that last text. And realized that this is now over. I once again erased his number, I deleted the text messages, and I won't answer his calls.
Not unexpected, but still hurt my feelings a little bit, and it made me a little sad.
I sure am tired of being single.
Dear God, WHY WHY WHY????? Amen (this is a very common prayer for me)